By David

Mom is not doing well! I am sitting next to mom's hospital bed and writing this update with a heavy heart.

According to her doctor today, her cancer has progressed aggressively. It has reached to a point that no treatment is going to help her. Mom is getting weaker everyday. She spend most of her time sleeping, but still has a clear mind when she is awaken for short period of time though.

It is really hard for us to accept the fact that the end of her earthly life might be coming to an end soon (in weeks or even just days). I cannot describe how we feel in words now. Today, I have started looking and making the arrangement for her funeral service without letting her knowing exactly what is going on. I cannot imagine that I am actually doing this for her now. Mom is aware of how bad her condition is. We can only try to keep her comfortable and spend as much time with her as possible. We plan to take her home soon and are arranging some helps at home for her.

I still pray, but have run out of words. Pastors and some brothers/sisters visited us in the hospital. The care and the prayer supports are carrying us through this process. I believe He is still here with us and He is still in control even in this difficult time.

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