By David

Mom seems to be doing better today. She is still weak, but is very clear minded when she is awaken. She still tries to read Psalm 23 with me. Sister, brother, and I spend most of time with her today. We made the arrangement to get her some medical care at home. The care is focusing on keeping her comfortable instead of treating her disease.

It is still very hard for me to accept the reality of her current situation. The last three months seem to be a long dream. I still hope one day when I wake up and find out that all these are just a dream.

I would hold or touch mom whenever I have a chance. I am trying to capture that feeling and even the smell of her when I still can, and want to seal that memory in my heart.

Mom is scheduled to go home tomorrow. I don't know what will happen from now on, but I do believe our Lord is with us all these days and He is still leading us. God is good.

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